I watched a funny movie last night and it was so wonderful, but it wasn't wonderful.
So which was it? I couldn't tell you. I enjoyed it probably because I was so tired.
My brain is burning today because I have too many things cluttering up my mind. I keep thinking of Boston, and wondering if its where I want to be. I know its possible, and I know its plausible, but I don't know if its feasible. It is just super hard because who really knows what they want to be doing with their life? I want some community going on.
Some day I want to go overseas to like, Slovenia, or Bosnia, and go all over England, Scotland, and go back to Italy. I want to know more about my heritage, and now that I have the ability to know, I just want to know more...then maybe a little bit more.
Maybe its a process of figuring more of who I am, or at least, what I came from.
I like the ideas of it, though I've only half the puzzle pieces. Is my life a game? Sometimes.
I'm tired of the games.
But sometimes I'm so caught up in the guessing of it, I forget to just live it.
I long for community, so I suppose it is something I'm always looking for. I long for creativity, and will always need a way to be creative wherever I'm at.
Decisions, decisions. Bah.
Let my brain melt out of my ear while I sleep.
