Possibilities.

A large set of midterms, a large set of hours of studying.
A large grouping of hours procrastinated,
A large amount of daydreaming of things I could be doing, but not doing those things, torn in a way of wavering between one thing and another, not doing one or the other.
Wasting time.

Why waste time in fear?
Why waste time in indecisiveness?
I don't know why I do, I just know this is something I am in a constant state of, forgetting to live, because of my indecision.

Ridiculous.

So.
Now that is out of the way, I can think on how much Jesus loves us and has loved us, and be shocked.  To not forget, but to remember that he walks with me.  He never left and never leaves, and is here, and I forget to talk to him like I could.  I forget to know him like I should because I can...he created us to commune with us.  Is that true?
In the garden when things were perfect, God and Adam walked around together.
Then there was broken communication at the sin thing.

But Jesus came, and the gap...this communication barrier was destroyed.  We have an opportunity all the time to know the Creator.  To think on this world and know that what He does is good.  To know his goodness, and to have a thankful heart every day changes my perspective from bitter, broken, and annoyed, to patient, calm, loving...maybe other good things.  I don't know.
I just know when I forget the Creator, I forget to seek truth.  I forget to let God's truth infect me in such a way that I love people even when I'm wronged.  What is my inner attitude?
How frequently do we have to keep this in check?
Moment to moment I suppose.