Tickets.

When it comes to anger, I have some.
Sometimes.  But at the moment its like this wave that wants to completely engulf me in its madness.

What can cause such instant anger?
Well.  Today I came back to my car with another parking ticket.
This is the 3rd one within 20 days.  Which, I find funny but not funny at all...seeing as I've done an ok job at not getting that many.  But.  This stream of tickets is beginning to rip up my top layer of skin and sting.

I walked to the other side of my car, picked up the soggy ticket, (its raining) and I got into my car and screamed for a minute.  Felt kinda nice.
A childish temper tantrum.  I have them a lot, whether they are on the outside, or going on in my mind, like this entire set of explosions going off, or volcanos erupting, or smashing glass with a baseball bat, my mind goes bonkers sometimes.

All that said, I know that beneath my surface there are some fuses I need to lengthen so they don't go off.  I love it when good coincidence (is there any such thing) comes my way, but whine like an Antarctican on a summer day in Texas.
This could be the start to a heart problem.  Need some surgery cause I just feel my dirty gross human nature growing like a bad smelling moss, killing other plants in a garden, and just, not very pretty.  (some moss is pretty, this moss, however, is bad.news.)